What No Perfectionist Wants to Talk About

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My godson, Leo, leaves this week to start his undergrad at a prestigious Chicago university. Since it’s an expensive school, he and his parents were thrilled when he was invited to interview for a four-year scholarship that is awarded to only ten freshmen.

Leo is bright, articulate, and charming. I knew that if he could contain his nerves and be his proverbial “self,” he’d have done all he could do.

I called Leo’s dad the day after the interview and he told me that Leo was so disheartened that he refused to talk about it. When gently prodded by his mother, he lashed out, saying it had been a disaster. I was baffled; even if he had done his worst, it couldn’t have gone as badly as he thought.

Leo’s dad called the dean of freshmen and asked if there was any feedback he could give him or Leo on the interview. The dean wasn’t able to reveal much except to say that two-hundred students had been invited to interview for the scholarship and that Leo had made it to the final thirty. He didn’t receive the scholarship, but not because he “bombed” in the interview.

The reality is that it’s so hard to have an accurate sense of our “performance” in an interview, a presentation, or even a simple conversation. It’s even harder when we hold ourselves to a standard of perfection — which is what Leo holds himself to.

He didn’t get the scholarship. That’s a fact. He didn’t “bomb.” That’s a fact; but because he didn’t get the scholarship, Leo equates that with making a horrible impression. His belief is a fact, but it’s also a fact that it’s an unfair and debilitating belief. He refuses to acknowledge what he’s accomplished because he has an all-or-nothing attitude.

Life isn’t black-or-white. It’s seldom lived at the extremes. You don’t need me to tell you that life is messy. Success can only be found within that messiness. And for a perfectionist, that’s hard to take seriously.

Dr. David M. Burns advises, “Aim for success, not perfection. Never give up your right to be wrong, because then you will lose the ability to learn new things and move forward with your life. Remember that fear always lurks behind perfectionism. Confronting your fears and allowing yourself the right to be human can, paradoxically, make you a far happier and more productive person.”

Leo is going to the university as his parents found a way to make it happen —- even though they’re still paying off their own college loans! I hope Leo learns how to be successfully imperfect during his time in college. It may just be the best lesson he could learn.

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